Monday, April 24, 2006
on saturdae,220406
i was actuali alright. i saw campus superstar.well,
mornin i go mit daddy...he buy me alot of things...den go home,tried not to think too much thats why i keep on occupyin myself with stuff..den go service,supposedly mit ESTHER de..but i onli manage to see my hp one hour later.so den too bad lohhs...but i cant be bothered lahhs...i cried alot todae..i realli cry la..than,i was abt to play the cat n mice game,xiner text me!!!wha,her msg is just...so complicatin lahhs...i so sad throughout the nite,i cant sleep.. me n SHIRLEY CHUA plus FLORA ok le..hahas..so nice of them lehhs...well,that nite i couldnt sleep till 2plus...
the next mornin i woke up,with tears in my eyes...i had bad nightmares=[
on sundae,230406
early in the mornin,i woke up..i had a bad nightmares..i dreamt of xiner...its a long story..veri scary...i onli rmb a line'xiner dun love u anymore'...haiis..what a sad dream.the rest i cannot rmb le..den i msg her...we msg throughout..dunno who nvr reply who..i dunno...ermx,i went pasir ris park,den she called me..talk hor..so long lahhs..hahas... wel,
we are leadin our own life now..she is my dog lehhx!!!hahas...she sae she aim a gal in 2/5..wha,my heart sank..i thot i forget le..i think so..but,why is it that when she tel me abt the gal,i feel so sad..why?but,she stil manage to cheer me up=] she's my dog! cute.hahas...think she realli got feelin for that gal..CONFIRM~!! plus,yesterdae she suddenly so nice to me, yesterdae she is so sweet, i miss the past!=[
pass 1am le,i am still talkin to shirley on the phone, so exhausted.
mondae,240406
i slept at ard 2am,i woke up 630am..im so tired..EXTREMTELY..i couldnt even open my eye wide...but i stil manage to go school, i reach there,saw my dog!!hahas... she pass me the leta..i read it over several times lahh...hmmm,cuz i tink her leta sumhow,is veri sweet lehx...meltin..hahas...nvr get to see esther...also dun wan..i cant be bothered too.i have yew!=]..
class is tiring todae,i run here n dere lahhs.hahas...plus, i give maryann my file..i brought it for her..hahas...its veri cheapskate lahh.. but sumhow i hope she wil apreciate it lo.hahas.. she give me sweet smile todae...hahas...
after school,i saw maryann,wendy veri angry.sort of.than she use shoes chase me around the whole carpark lahhs..hahas.. so bored lohh. after school we went to airport, me,jazmin,katherine n wendy. we were there,we make fun of a auntie..hahas so funny snore so damn fuckin loud lahhs... den,suddenly jazmin talk to me abt my family..i was like..what is this lahh.. she make me cry..but i just wipe my tears..i didnt tel her much. i didnt let her noe how i feel,i was realli feelin extremely down..but,i didnt wan to cry..i dunno... i onli noe she is the onli one who actuali try to wake me up inside of me.haiiss..
after that,i n wendy bring katherine down go see gabriel..wha,she like so sad lahhs. den i didnt noe i so fierce.i kept on lecturin her..i also sort of scolded wendy..they two of them just cry.kat stood cryin,wendy squat down n cry,.guess i have to wake dem up.i lecture dem for ard 45mins lahhs..i shouted at dem... roysten sae to love kuku forever end up brk,kather also..haiiss..den,xiner told me that she wil nvr make me cry...she wont ever break my heart.n sae that we are meant to be,but all this is just a lie.haiiss..im sorri for bein so fierce just now...but i need to wake u two up...kuku sae thank u to me =]
i dun wan to share ur heart wif sumone else.
love me or hate me,tel me the truth.
memories that last forever yet
everythin is in the past.
times we have together are gone.
i miss those time.
would u ever return back to me?
in eveyone's life,
dey have to go thru a time,
where they first get to noe sumone,
who means alot n is veri precious to dem,
but end up havin to let go stil...
i wil try my best to let u go=[
my love for u
will slowly fades away
as the dae past by
n the picture of ur smile
will slowly fade as well,
till the dae when i cant see it
anymore.
dun ever sae u love me anymore,
cuz i now
u will nvr return back to me...
i love u,my prince charmin=]
u make me so incomplete
n yet,im still holdin on.
cuz i want to prove to u
that my love for u is true=]
i love my dog=]
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7:22 AM
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